Oh Baby!

Oh Baby!

Ecstatic and blessed to announce we’re having a baby girl late July/early August of 2021!

Currently halfway through the second trimester so things are definitely looking up compared to the first trimester where I spent the majority of the time with my head in the toilet. After the loss of our pregnancy last spring, I have been dealing with some health issues so combined with the morning sickness we were unsure how we were going to fare this time around. I decided to keep the pregnancy to myself for the entire first trimester due to sheer fear of not having a baby to announce after all. Look at us now! Ben + Me = 3 ๐Ÿ˜‰

Ben and I both cried the first time we heard her heartbeat. During the sonogram it was mind blowing to see her spine had begun to form. And those cute little feets ๐Ÿฅฐ

From Dad to be: We just know it takes a village and are thankful for any and all help we’ve received in this journey and just know we can’t thank you enough for the wisdom, advice, and items that will help us in our newfound daily lives.

Super excited for this next chapter and to finally be able to share with you all my pregnancy among other things to come!

I Don’t Think You’re Ready for This Jelly

I Don’t Think You’re Ready for This Jelly

I guess I should start off with a disclaimer; I live in a state where medical marijuana is legal and I have a valid medical card to purchase cannabis.

This strain is called Tropical Jelly and it’s grown by Flower of Life, bred by Pheno Addicts. Just look at those flecs of purple and you can imagine the linalool smell coming at you. Linalool is one of my personal favorite terpenes so when I saw the testing I had to purchase an eighth for myself.

Like I mentioned, the smell when you open the jar on this one really comes out at you, it’s semi sweet paired with some citrus notes. Once I loaded myself a bowl and smoked it, I could thoroughly taste the flavors on the exhale. That is why I purchase flower grown by Flower of Life. It is not just because it’s clean medicine that’s been grown pesticide free in organic soil but also because it’s always so smooth on the exhale. I never feel any sort of throat or chest pains after inhaling, and the lack of coughing fits after is an added bonus.

You can find a list of places to get you some of this jelly or if you’re located in Moore and have your OMMA card come visit me at Living Leaf Dispensary.

Easy Orzo Salad

Easy Orzo Salad

This has been one of my favorite dishes to make ever since my sister introduced me to it. I’ve struggled with eating disorders in the past, so cooking hasn’t always been one of my favorite pastimes. In fact, I still have a hard time cooking because I over analyze the ingredients going into the dish. Anyways BESIDES THE POINT. This orzo salad is super easy to make, and doesn’t take too long, which is why I manage ๐Ÿ˜‰

The ingredients I used are:
– Orza pasta
– Sun-dried tomatoes
– Cherry tomatoes
– Baby bell peppers
– English cucumber
– Red onion
– Pitted kalamata olives
– Parsley
– Feta cheese

Start by cooking the orzo, and once it’s been strained I like to add some of the oil from the sun-dried tomatoes to keep it from sticking. Depending on how much orzo you make increase the amount of oil accordingly.

But note that this recipe is just a collection of what I like. There are many other options and you can add or subtract any of the the ingredients you don’t like. I haven’t put an amount on the vegetables either because I think it’s all up to taste. Ben hates tomatoes so I always put less in if I know he’s going to be eating as well.

I just chop up the veggies and throw them in with the orzo. Sprinkle some of the parsley on top and stir it all together. I usually cook some halloumi to go along with this, but my online order hadn’t come in time so I used feta cheese instead! Use whatever amount suits you best.

This is such an easy meal to make, and the best part is it keeps well in the fridge so you can easily bring some lunch with you to work!

It’s Okay To Not Be Okay, OKURR?

Nervous, anxious, and excited all at the same time! ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ™ƒโœŒ๐Ÿผ

This is a cause that I hold dear to my heart. Iโ€™ve struggled with binge eating and bulimia since the age of 13, and I’ve yet to win the battle. Mental illness truly has no cureโ€ฆ help me support others who are suffering as well as raising awareness for #nedawalk by making a donation to my team! 

Not only was I held inpatient at Children’s Medical of Dallas who are sponsoring the event, but I also bought and read a book by the event speaker, Jenni Schaefer. Her book “Life Without ED,” helped me help myself, and helped my support network support me. 

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

Modern Advent Calendar

I’m essentially a child in an adult’s body. Actually- take that back it’s more of an adult/child hybrid considering my height. BESIDES THE POINT. 

Getting back on track (this is funnier than you realize right now); I’ve started checking Google Santa TRACKER every day. You get it now? HA! Hilarious, so funny I know you forgot to laugh. 

I’m assuming it’s technically meant for younger humans but you know what? It gets me in the holiday spirit so IDGAF. Basically Santa’s Village unlocks a new game or exercise each day. PLUS on the 24th the website will track where Santa is all night. 

I did not know it’s been around for 13 years, this is the first year I’ve started following it as an advent calendar- but I loves it. 

Birthday present to myself from me, Marc Jacobs, and I.

 

Classic Q – Little Ukita


I’ve sat here for at least five/ten minutes trying to find a way to phrase the song ‘Another one bites the dust’ with purse dust-bags. I guess I’m not punny enough because i can’t get a handle on it. Yeah, see?! that’s terrible. 

…let’s try this again shall we?

For my birthday I decided to treat myself to a new addition in my purse collection. I bought the Classic Q- Little Ukita from Marc by Marc Jacobs at Nordstrom. I’d had my eye on it for a while and really wanted another ‘daily’ handbag, something less business minded and more ‘laid back’; hence why I settled with this bag. 

(Unfortunately it’s sold out now because i bought it all the way back in July ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ˜‚  that’s how good of a blogger i am.)

I considered getting the burgundy color first because it’s a great color but then I figured since this is my second Marc by Marc Jacobs handbag and my first one was burgundy, let’s spice things up. Nothing says spicy like the color black, LOL!   #storyofmylife #epicfail

Anyways, it’s a Marc by Marc Jacobs- what’s there to say?
It’s a Classic… Q ๐Ÿ˜œ .

Current playlist; High Five

You know, music really just lifts the spirit whichever way it needs to go. Sometimes you need to cry and let it out. Other times you need to scream and release the anger. Then there are times when you’re just so happy that you NEED to sing; along to something of course, this isn’t The Voice let’s be real.

In case you’re in need of new jams or just some background tunes for your commute, I’m currently playing these songs on repeat:
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NR. 1:


Artist: Sasha Sloan
Song: Runaway

“I know I did all the shitty things to you
I said I never ever would
Baby, that’s so like me”

NR. 2


Artist: Tove Lo
Song: Cycles

“I’m in a cycle
Yeah, I admit it
How can I change it when I don’t know when I’m in it?”

NR. 3


Artist: Lil Peep
Song: Beamer Boy

“I feel like I’m a no one, that’s what they told me
I’mma show ya, baby I was chosen”

NR. 4


Artist: Erika Norwich
Song: Ballerina

“When my mom complained about my health
Ballerina thought I felt alone when she had no idea what I felt”

NR. 5


Artist: Avicii
Song: Lonely Together (feat. Rita Ora)

“I might hate myself tomorrow, but I’m on my way tonight
Let’s be lonely together
A little less lonely together”

PSA there are currently only two playlists that I’ve made public, but if you’re interested in more of my musical ‘taste’ follow me on Spotify